"Questions Without Answers"

 I fit in no where..
No where fits me..
Where do I belong ..
I belong where no one hides..
I’m tired of dark faces telling me a lies..
You're  all the same except me..
I stand alone in all..
Only I can forgive me..
I can see their faces layed out like a sheet..
They expose their inside to me …
Hoping I would reveal mine , but I don’t ..
I have lived  over  decades  ..
In search of a place called belongings …
A place where im not written as an error but has an valued tresure…
Still  I live in the unrest pity and self disgust of an not so old enemy..
I stare at the empty window hoping  to see an image….
Life spits on me instead ..
stepping heavily with sorrows and mysery..
All that I am searching for is inside of me , but not in my sight..