Mute

I'm stuck on mute.
No words to say.
If you knew my pain, you wouldn't ask me to explain anything.
I can't believe it has happened to me.
I've been cheated from my own destiny.
Who am I to blame?
Who caused these games?
I let my guard off and landed in this place.
Watching the children play seems to ease the day away.
Killing time by watching another's precious moments.
It's so unfair that I ended up with scars.
Forever and always a permanent hole in my heart.