An Attempt to Write Down my Feelings

You're the only person
To stay through my ever changing moods
That's how I know you love me
And I love you too
Remember that I'll break
If either of us was ever to walk away
But I honestly wouldn't have the guts to come back

I can't say that I couldn't live without you
But I can't say that I could either
I'd go back to suicide
Because I need you by my side
For as long as you'll stay

I know I treat you like crap
Reject and hate is all I've ever gotten
Sorry to give that to you
I never meant to
But you've changed my life

There's no more crying or cutting
I'm forgetting some of my reasons
Instead I smile and think of other things
Even if it's only for a moment

I don't know how to show it
Like you said
It's almost perfect
One day I'll be standing next to you
And all of my doubts will be gone
Of course it'll be perfect meets imperfect