washing over

raised hand holding a dagger
sharp and glistening
euphoric in nature
piercing through the layers of distrust
tensing up
doubled over
waves of repitition
as much as you can stand
completely drain me
till i cant stand it anylonger
blood washing over your knees
spreading out around us
clenching fists
clenching teeth
you paused 
you hesitate when you think its finally finished 
nothing more to take 
i've given everything i had 
down to my last ounce of blood 
my last breath
still hanging like smoke from a dying fire
cryptic strands of your hair 
hang down carressing my face 
tangled with leaves from the struggle we made 
dispair is piering through 
breaking down 
weaping on my chest 
you only hesitate when you know its finally finished