Do you hear me?

Do you hear me god
I am talking to you
Do you hear me god
Look what you have put me through
All this bullshit I keep hearing
You’re a savior they say
You’re supposed to be a hero
So where’s my fucking saving
Do you hear me now god
When I am on my knees
Bloody and broken
Praying for the pain to stop
Do you see me now god
When I slash my wrists
To rid the demons for your vessel
The one you supposedly created out of love and compassion
I don’t feel the love god
Where is the love
Why have you left me god
When I needed you most
When I was on my hands and knees
Where were you god
Please! I am crying out
Lord please help me
I know you’re still here
I know you can hear me
So why won’t you help me
Have I been that bad
Have I cursed your name one to many times
Oh please lord!
Tell me I'm not too late
Tell me I can still change
Please lord, god or father
Whatever you answer to
Don’t leave me alone again
Do you hear me god
You’re all I have left