ive got to wake up

Im twisting and rottting
and my blood is clotting
pretty soon
ill be
forgotten

im nothing but an empty page

you seem to just push me AWAY

you seem to lie there still
you seem to move against your will

"Dont you remember me?
i am your mother"

"dont you remember me?
I am your brother"

all these voices surround me in my dreams
but when I wake up
I wake up to
nobody

this reality
is making me sick

this reality
makes me want to just quit

but ive gotta wake up
even if we break up

I have got to wake up
Even if we break up

even though I just wanna die
Cause you were always
by my side

even when I lost my pride
you still wanted to be my bride

your like the corpses bride
and im the one who died
you are eternity
at least in my eyes

theres forever
waiting for us
theres forever just

waiting

for you
for me
to be true

ive lied
and sinned
but im not religious
so I wont give in

I love you
I love you
these words are like bullets
id take another for you
to what

to show you
How much I love you
to show show you how much I loved you

rest in piece my love