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You don't even know...

You think
that you were just knocking on a door
until I finally answered?

You think that I never
should have gotten back together
with you the past summer?

You don't even know..
You don't even know how deeply in love with you I was.

If you were just there
to fill the void
then I would have dumped you long ago.

You WERE the guy of my dreams
I REALLY did want to spend my life with you.
And EVEN WHEN YOU CHANGED, I still wanted to try and make it work

Through thick and thin
for better or worse..
I wanted that for us.

But for you to doubt my love for you..
that is something
I can not forgive so easily.

You don't even know..
You don't even know how deeply in love with you I was.

How dare you..
You, the one who used to mean the world to me,
to brush aside my feelings for you as if they weren't real..

I meant the smiles you put on my face
I meant it when I called you my Husband
I meant it when we planned a future together

But since that doesn't matter to you,
since you think that you never really mattered to me,
I'm moving on.

You don't even know...
Do you?