I cant

I should hate you I really should.
But I don't.
And thats what is really killing me.
Should froget you but I cant.
And I resent my head for that.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.
And my heart broke bc of that.
I should be the strong girl I always was.
But im not.
There are times in the day im happy and you cross my mind.
Than it hits me so hard I feel like crying there.
But I stay strong.
I cry when I run sometimes.
Heck i let the shower drown the tears.
But I learned something from all of this.
Its okey to let the tears come.
I can handle it the world can.

I should hate you but I just cant do that.
I guess your meant to walk in and out of my life.