Questions Unanswered. . !!

The night fell
I was in my bed,
Wrapped in the white sheet
Wondering if I was still alive?

Days and months and years
Passed by again,
Leaving me sere and withered
Was it ever going to end?

The swollen eyes
Shedding continous tears,
Still were wide open
Are they still waiting for you?

I took a deep breath
Closed my tired eyes,
Tried to calm my mind
But will the thoughts go away?

I was still numb
The heart was still scarred,
It was aching the same
Will it ever be healed?

The man who betrayed
The situations beyond my control,
The distance from family,
Or was it me?

Night darkened
The thoughts were deep,
Piercing my mind
Or were they infecting my soul?

Thousand questions i asked
Everyday and everynight,
Searching for answers within
Or was it a closure i was looking for?

They say time will heal
The aching heart,
The wretched soul
But will I ever be Alive?

I fell so deep
Into the emotional turmoil,
The rights went wrong
Or the wrongs went right?

All answers were there
Right within me,
Yes to the life
Or a no to the being?

-Vijeta ♥♥