Love You (so here's another poem for you)

I've never been scared to die.
Try, maybe.

But so far that hasn't stopped me.
But I never fucking succeed because
I'm such a fucking failure.

All I know is anymore that now I
have the best damn reason to
survive and get through all this bullshit
and I love you and I hope you know
that.

But, losing you is the scariest thing I
could even imagine.

I love you.

I miss you constantly.

Losing you would be the end of me.