The Hurting

This feeling....
I've felt it before
It's all too familiar
This Pain...
Like my soul is draining
Like my heart is being devoured by some monster
I've only known this feeling twice
Third times the charm
I'm craving you
Wanting you
Feeling you against my lips
Wanting the warmth of your skin
It hurts
I feel I'm losing you
I'm pushing you away not even trying to
Confused by the lonely voices inside my brain
Wanting to end it all
Going Insane
Feeling your touch
Seeing your face
The guilt is seeping deep
I'm losing sleep
Wanting you beside me
Instead I'm alone
Deeply scarred all on my own
Your scent has faded
No longer lingering
Nothing to remind me of your sweet incense
I need your love
Yet I've been selfish with mine
Didn't know you were hurting
I've been so blind
You're beautiful
You're mine
At least I still hope
For now i feel like you're fading
I feel alone