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The Street Cure
I am nothing without you
but I say this in a way
that is far more intrinsically true
than if I uttered these words
in any other context
I remember life
when the only cure
was tears and superficial bleeding
I never wanted to die
I just wanted to see the pain
as something that was real
There was a silent unseen force crippling
my sanity from within
while all the while they only saw me smile-
and I was so good at smiling
it was never real until
I met you
until I tasted your sweet
surrender
and knew what it felt like
to truly
breathe
now the tears don't come
but I'm still
stumped
I love you
I want to be with you every day
because you make me happy
happy in a way that the contents of monday
through friday pill boxes
never could
they stopped the pain
and replaced it with nothing.
I am nothing without you.
I am in pain without you
but on those strictly
philosophical
days
I wonder why I refused the prescription
but indulged this addiction
with desperate satisfation
I wonder
do I always need drugs to be high?
but I say this in a way
that is far more intrinsically true
than if I uttered these words
in any other context
I remember life
when the only cure
was tears and superficial bleeding
I never wanted to die
I just wanted to see the pain
as something that was real
There was a silent unseen force crippling
my sanity from within
while all the while they only saw me smile-
and I was so good at smiling
it was never real until
I met you
until I tasted your sweet
surrender
and knew what it felt like
to truly
breathe
now the tears don't come
but I'm still
stumped
I love you
I want to be with you every day
because you make me happy
happy in a way that the contents of monday
through friday pill boxes
never could
they stopped the pain
and replaced it with nothing.
I am nothing without you.
I am in pain without you
but on those strictly
philosophical
days
I wonder why I refused the prescription
but indulged this addiction
with desperate satisfation
I wonder
do I always need drugs to be high?
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