Losing Sanity Succumbing to Lunacy

I could,
attempt to make this clever,
but if I don't just say this,
it doesn't meen as much as at REALLY needs to.
I haven't seen you since July,
and haven't talked to you since then,
I am literally ripping at my FUCKING seems,
because I miss you.
Eight-hundred,
that's how many miles I am from you.
it sounds really cliché,
but I see you everytime I shut my eyes.
In my dreams,
i've seen us die,
i've seen you come home from work,
i've seen us happy forever.
I can feel myself die,
everytime I sleep alone,
everytime I wake up,
realizing you're not here.
I was alone,
for such an unbearable time,
I can't help it,
how I feel about you,
and im freaking,
your so far away...