Alone in the Darkness

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I am screaming but no one can hear me,
It is a deafening painful cry,
In the darkness I sit and I rock,
And no one even wants to know why...
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There was a time when my life knew the laughter,
But it seems to be so far gone,
All because of your smiles etched deep,
That caused everything to go wrong...
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There must have been love in my heart or my soul,
Somewhere beneath all the fear and pain,
The cuts on my arms a portrayal,
That has left me feeling insane...
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Nothing now seems to matter at all,
There is no one that answers the cries,
Darkness brings demons and spirits,
This is all because of your lies...
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A Gothic romance that began with your touch,
Your kiss pulled me into your web,
Trapped by the pleasures of lust of the flesh,
Now you are gone and I wish I was dead...
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To be left with the cuts and the scars so deep,
And while I know you will never come back,
I warn you to flee from the spirits,
And the girls dressed in Gothic black...
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It is the mystery that invites the attraction,
But the emotional pain takes it toll,
Their heart filled with something unknown,
Until they find their way into your soul...
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Once inside they will own you,
And control your every desire,
And make you fall deep in love,
And then throw you back into the fire...
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I can't handle not having you with me,
The pain cuts me deep into night,
My arms have been made into canvas,
The brush a sharp razor or knife...
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Agony whispers to me in the nightmares,
And there simply is no way to sleep,
I feel it run down my arm so wet,
As my bloods drips red on the sheets...
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Majestic in all of the memories,.
I think of you and the places you dwell,
I hope I live in your memory,
Because now I am living in hell....
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We would walk through the graveyard in darkness,
Where with me their names you read,
Chanting the words on the headstone,
Grieving you wished you were dead....
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But now in the darkness alone I will walk,
And take every step filled with fear,
Knowing that these were your friends,
Watching you weep and in tears...
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So filled with despair and inflicted with pain,
Becomes more frightening and close to the end,
I hope that my headstone will read,
Here I lay with my only few friends...
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Because no one else cared...