Bloody sweat and blame

Bracing against the door frame  
Biting my tongue I taste
metallic sweet rush of shame
Yeah, that's my life, bashed and battered in gods name
I'll try to run, try to hide then I'll always be traced and chased till I'm a broken waste
And there's nothing you can do, you can't choke the flame
That's burning deep in me; this can't be erased
It'll only burn hotter with every punch at me you aim
I can't believe how twisted you've made me, how fucking debased
Look at me now, the monster I became
Once my dream was pure, I swear to god my dream was chaste  
but that's long gone now; this beast this fiend can never be tamed
I'm unstoppable, it may seem improbable but it must be faced
That you're the one I've defeated despite how much I'm maimed
Because I no longer hate this pain you've given me; it's the fire that's burning deep in me that I have embraced
so don't cry when I tear a hole in this world; just remember you're the one who shall be blamed