"Sick And Twisted"

“Sick  And  Twisted”


Why do I find myself  aroused by this..
This unnatural shade of darkness..
I wish for his sexual pain ..
I like how it feels..
I pretend  to disown it ..
Please stop..
Continue for this is false plead ..
My past  endurance have given  me  guilty indulgence..
Fixated by the urge to choke and be choked by him..
Pushing me against the wall holding my two hands strongly..
Yet I cry for the truly despise side of me that welcomes this..
How can I  ..
Why shouldn't I give in..
Bite my skin and whisper “You’ll only be mine”..
I enjoyed the pain he has given me as I frown with a smile..






~You are what you are~