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Demons That Keep Me Alive
Felt an ache in the core of my heart
Thought to myself hope this will mark the end of it all
But even my last breath won't come to me
Maybe even death won't take the hold of me
Hollowness and emptiness
This feeling is making me a mess
Through these past four years
I've been dragging myself to keep moving ahead
But everything keeps falling apart
All my thoughts are turning into trouble
Who is going to save me from my dangerous mind?
My heart can't take it anymore
I want to live for just a little more while
I am not prepared for the future
I am still holding on to the past
Fighting with myself to be free
Making my way through the haze of utmost confusion
For some time it all becomes better
Things start to fall back to their places
And sometimes it is too damn good
But sometimes part of me misses all the melancholy
For all the wrong reasons
It makes me feel alive
I am not prepared for the future
I am still holding on to the past
Fighting with myself to be free
Making my way through the haze of utmost confusion
Feeling despair is all that i care
Everyone sees me but no one hears me
That is the thing about demons
They mess you up on the inside
Not letting anyone know whats going on
Thought to myself hope this will mark the end of it all
But even my last breath won't come to me
Maybe even death won't take the hold of me
Hollowness and emptiness
This feeling is making me a mess
Through these past four years
I've been dragging myself to keep moving ahead
But everything keeps falling apart
All my thoughts are turning into trouble
Who is going to save me from my dangerous mind?
My heart can't take it anymore
I want to live for just a little more while
I am not prepared for the future
I am still holding on to the past
Fighting with myself to be free
Making my way through the haze of utmost confusion
For some time it all becomes better
Things start to fall back to their places
And sometimes it is too damn good
But sometimes part of me misses all the melancholy
For all the wrong reasons
It makes me feel alive
I am not prepared for the future
I am still holding on to the past
Fighting with myself to be free
Making my way through the haze of utmost confusion
Feeling despair is all that i care
Everyone sees me but no one hears me
That is the thing about demons
They mess you up on the inside
Not letting anyone know whats going on
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