The Traveler Who Travels

In heaven for a second
Trapped in hell for eternity
I go crazy
Don't come near me
Unlovable and washed up
My smile reads sane
My eyes look lost

I am a wander

Journey to look for a Nirvana
Heaven is acceptance
Acceptance I am not
Nirvana must be found not rewarded

I am a wander

One who must find himself
Looking through darkest and brightest moments
Searching through rooms and dugeins

I am a wander
I will go through hell and heaven
to achieve my Nirvana