I'm so fucking useless

Look at me
I'm so fucking useless
How many times is it now?
How many times have I made her cry?
How many times have I fucking lied?

And she still loves me
How can she still do that?
How is she still capable of loving someone like me?
I'm so fucking useless

I'll always be the one to blame
I'll always be the cause
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to change at all
I wish I could

I want her to trust me again
I want to correct everything that I did wrong
But I know I can't I'll never be able to
I can't fix anything
I'm so fucking useless

I just wish I could do something right for her
But I guess I can't
I will never be able to
I'm giving up
I can't do this anymore
I can't do anything
I'm so fucking useless