When I Die

If I die today or if I die tomorrow I don't want my loved ones to feel any sorrow. I want them to remember all the good times we had I want them to be happy not fucking sad. I just hope I live long enough to be a dad but I know it'll never happen that's why I still feel sad and hella fucking mad.
I've been in a wheelchair since 1998 whenever I smoke weed it makes me feel great. The day that I die I hope it ends with me hella fucking high. When i'm mad I try to be nice but I feel like a psychopath wanting to eat their brain's like rice. I like to take risks like someone trying to fight with two broken wrists or make someone's head pop like a big cyst. This shows why not to fuck with me when I feel pissed.