Lost

In this world were I felt that I never belonged,
never understood who I am or who i was

As I look at my reflection on the wall
I can't help but wonder why,
why am I here

what is my purpouse
if I even have one


Never fit in, Im like an outcast
like and invisable leg in a cast,
I never healed, never was there and never will be


My life has become a day dream,
I smoke pot everyday to forget about reality
As I'm high I hallucinate an finally feel in touch with Andy


in my mind I see visualizations
always changing,never stable


then I realize that it's

"Not what it seems,
Not what you think,
I must be dreaming!

Just in my mind,
Not the real life,
I must be dreaming!" (evanescence)