I really/I hate...

I really don't like being sober cause I'm a Stoner. I hate thinking (reality sucks). I've came to realize that I'm a wildflower at heart, dwindling in and out of things is what I do best. I hate being bored!!!
I love myself and I accept my flaws, but I don't always like myself. I need my push, my motivation, my herbs, I need my blunts. Inhaling the good shit and exhaling the bullshit. You should know by now that you are my muse, I love my face when you're around. You're awesome....lol. As I'm digging into my inner thoughts, I know its time to burn one. (My Fucking Head Hurts).
Fireball Fireball Fireball Whiskey, Dutch masters and white owls. Yea you know me so Fucking well. I need you, you keep me sane. Damn Damn Damn. All I wanna do is smoke and fuck, I got a feeling I'm not the only ONE.