The clock is ticking, tik-tok.

Is it not funny how all the people you have trusted just end up hurting you in the end?  
You do not care that I am ill nor do you bother to see the little signs I give out that I am feeling lonely and afraid?
Why did I trust people when I knew full well I was going to get hurt in the end?
Why must those whom you have trusted the most end up betraying you in one shape or form?
Worthless, not worth talking to, a freak, monster, a witch, loner, get away!, don't come near!, I just want to block you and never see you again!, why do I even bother with you?!... GET AWAY FROM ME!.
... These are things I hear on everyday basis. Am I really a bad person for always caring and showing love and when I put up a front I am suddenly a monster, a bitch, a self-centered freak... All of them are making up flaws about me but they never look for flaws in them. I wonder, if they tried to walk in my shoes what would happen? Would they be able to survive? How long would they last? ... Luckily for them, they will never have to find out. Never will they be alone because they all gather around like a pack and go for that one who is all alone... Acting strong is one way of doing it but on the inside... That person is crying out for help, counting days 'til their death, the weeks, the hours, the minutes and the seconds... Suicide is never the answer? Imagine how that person feels, how lonely they are and how desperate and miserable they are if the only way out they see is Death. "Shun away the different one. Shun away the broken one." The clock is ticking, tik-tok.