Theres no one really there but he still loves me

In the days I see you it scares me
in the days you are not here I cry
When you kiss my lips I feel alive
when you tell me you hate me I come back for more
When we make love and you dissapear I cut
Can't you see I love and hate you

Somedays you help me 
When you sit with me and talk I feel acknowledged
When you tell me that you love me butterflies tickle me 
When you hold my face I blush
 
Other days you drive me insane
You tell me you are here to stay and I tremble
wispers in my ear makes me yell
Screams fill my brain
Pain is all you want to cause

My sweet loving hallucination never leave me
tell me you love me
kiss me and never let me go.