At Fault

They don't know how bad it hurts,
It hurts and it's worse than shame.
When they call me all those words.
I start believing I'm the one to blame.

It's not my fault,
No not at all.
Everyone gets ridiculed,
No matter how rich or cool.

Yesterday I seen a boy at the arcade,
He seemed detached and bothered.
Kind of like when I felt lost and afraid,
Maybe he too grew up without a father.

It's not your fault,
Not at all,
Everyone gets picked on,
No matter if your here or gone.

I keep all my troubles locked deep inside,
Away from my friends,family,and teachers.
Sometimes I contemplate the act of suicide,
Behind my school and up on the bleachers.

It's all my fault,
One for all.
Bully's have won again,
All I want is for this to end...