Loneliness is a Place

He hurt me in ways I could not see,
takes me back to a place I don't want to be.

I feel the sadness of those times,
I fall back into the weakness I once was

A violent ocean falling from my eyes
An anger that's kept quiet from biting my tongue

Only blood leaves my mouth, no words to be heard
Only tears come out, not a single shout

this angel he saved me, his face had two

like all that I've loved, an intensity unbearable
he pushed me back to that place I didn't want to be

choking on that realization, a feeling of decapitation
a losing streak of love & unity
its alone where I am meant to be

alone is the place, I can be me
alone is the place I can be free
but alone is that place I don't want to be