The Fall of a Belief

Forgive me Fucker,
for I have sinned.
I've seen myself with her,
again and again.
I cannot stop these thoughts of lust,
for if I try,
my sanity busts.
Send me to hell,
for these thoughts,
I do not repent.
So punish me for lust,
and i'll accept my descent.
I do not care,
I have no fear,
because my deep and dark thoughts,
draw her near.
Do as you may,
as my mind decays,
I wait in your prison,
for the end of days.
Forgive me Fucker,
for I am done,
I pray for the day,
your "heaven" falls,
and my hell has won.