Please, Not Again

My heart is heavy
And very sad
This can't being happening
Oh God, this is bad

Please, please
Not Again
Lock everything up
Let no one in

Live in your world
Without any one
Keep the deep subjects off you
Cause you know they'll run

Turn your head
From the laughing preps
As if you can't hear them
And take a step

Cover it up
With a painful smile
The sparkle in your eye has people
Believing for miles

That tear in your eye
It's running down your face
Wipe it off and act like
Nothing had to be erased

Hold your head up high
And greet your friends
Like nothing's wrong
And you're not thinking of the end

Keep telling yourself
That you're not alone
That nothing's wrong
And the sun has shone

The moon is rising
It's encasing me
Just like the first time
For light I plead

I know this feeling
All too well
I said I'd never go back
The first time I fell

I, out of all, should know
You can't help when you crash
When your emotions bolt
And you can't find your 4077 MASH

Not again
The tears can't come  
Why pick now
When I was having fun

Please, oh God
I can't go back
I'll do anything
That's a fact

But it's too late
My heart's gone cold
The moon is high
And my spilt blood is gold