Tossing and turning

Tossing and turning
I can't sleep at night
My hair I am pulling
Things don't seem right

I ache down to my very core
Maybe if I weren't so sore
I could sleep more
And have dreams galore

My dreams take me away
To a place with no pain
Its my only escape
Away from the mundane

But when I awake
The pain is still there
Oh for God's sake
I just can not bear

The pain that's inside
The pain that I feel
I just want to hide
And pretend its not real