Churning rapids

What happened to our day to day fights? Did they melt away along with your spineless attitude? Or are you just waiting for me to let my guard down again? So that when you do throw me to the water I drown. Well, guess I never told you that I could swim. You wanted and tried so desperately to claw your way back into my heart, didn't you? But how can you claw at something that was never there to begin with? The water is churning. the rapids are rising, my dear. At their highest, I will stand and you will be nothing more than a distant song that danced along my horizon.