Thoughts You May Never Know

Yes! Yes for the love of God I want a family with you. I want a future with you. I want a lifetime with you. I want everything but only with you. Because no matter what I do, all I can see is you. You. You. And you. It’s always been you.

Why can’t I just let you the in?! Why do I always have to guard myself??? Why can’t I just let myself go? To see how much you love me? To feel. Why couldn’t I let you know these things? Why am I so scared? If I lost you, I would be losing me. I just want you and only you.

I get mad because I've tried thinking that maybe what I was feeling was not right but I know I’m just lying to myself. You really are the one. The truth is that, I will do anything to just spend the rest of my life with you because you’re all I want. You’re the one I thank God for because I don’t ever deserve someone like you in my life. You’re just all I want and need.