they left me

Dada left, I felt no difference
I just missed him.
Mama left, ma confidence dropped,
I turn an introvert
My lil sis left, I felt I lost a part of me
They're still alive though
They still love me, I know
But they all left me
They pains make me blind
 to the love I received behind
Psychologically, i'm dead
Dad, why couldn't you forgive mum?
Mam, why did you have to take lil' sis away?
Now, I'm closer to my fears than my blood
Why did you all leave?
Water couldn't be thicker than blood
Why did you break your vows?
I came as the oath
You both should be sorry you couldn't protect your promises
You broke the oath
You separated from your blood.
I lost the me i was suppose to be
cos, the thoughts of separation have occupied my all.