The sighs, lies and tears of us

I sighed
The first time
I loved how
You snuggled against me
When it was cold

I cried
The first time
You proposed to me
And I couldn't believe
You wanted me

I lied
The first time
When had a fight
I said I hated you
And it hurt you

I sighed
Again
Not knowing it was
The last time
You'd ever hear it

I cried
Again
Not knowing it was
The last time
You'd wipe my tears away

I lied
Again
Not knowing it was
The last words
I'd ever say to you

I sigh
The last time
Knowing you're not
Waiting for me
In our oversized bed

I cry
The last time
It's lonely here
Without you
It hurts so much

I lie
The last time
They can't
Know that it hurts
Or they'll stop me

I die
The one time
But I'm not afraid
because I'm this
much closer to you

I fly
The first time
And you're there
Waiting for me
Just like I knew
You would be