Emotional Flashback

...
Lady from my past,
Whom now rarely strolls through my path.

She who've given force within my heart,
unveils among me now.
A simple sight of an updated image..
Spawns an echo of emotions
I thought were forever finished..  
 
After I've traveled a thousand miles far,
Into a deceptional conclusion,
I am found upon myself a departure
among the shadows upon the texas curb
I notate forth about this connection
With such a learning curve..;

~" Pertaining connections, relations,
( I question ) what never dies?
I no longer feel that high force in my heart.
These emotions, within I felt,
now become an evanescence..

With these connections, relations,
whether together or isolated,
what's everlasting? ( The lovely lessons )"

Since that 2013 February night,
Such I wrote, but now find
a emotional flashback.

I dwell among my word,
In which I say,
these emotions have faded away.
Although I'm mystified
by this echo from my past.
It seems somehow these things do last.

I told myself,
I'm not in it for the emotions,
I'm not in it for the affection,
I'm here for a lesson, which lasts forever.
Thee which become apart of me,
Which make me who I am,
I entitle such "love". - AtR