junkie

Mood changes, attitude shifts

Environment raises, terminal bliss

Here unattainable, need more humility

Facing the day, Peace and tranquillity

Fire, sunshine, rainbows, pain

Started to smile, teardrops instead

Trying to pick a belief in my head

Hard in a cold world, hard when you're dead.

Springforth to life, what's little, what's left

Jesus is not just through with you yet

Care for another, love what was found

Buried beneath the rocky ice ground

Learn to serve, serve to learn

World is a turnin', turn baby turn

I've heard em all, insults they hurl.

Rumors and antics

Don't give em a whirl

"Junkie" they whisper

Freak!  You should flee!

Here, I will trade...

I'll be you, you be me...

I'll watch your dreams eaten

Body in sores

Mind in panicked confusion, the truth you'll long for.

I'll stare as fear grips you, except I won't laugh

Because I have been down that
dark, lonely path.