idk just read

It's just me and me tonight
Bathing in flashes from a kodak
Auto print selfies, I wish were with you
I just want to collab in life I hope you know that
We should have kids, that ain't a line
Play in the park on jungle gym, we can skin our knees
And I'll kiss you on your band aid to make it all better
It's okay to fall hard love, I promise
You don't need to land on feet, I'll catch you before you hit the hard asphalt on life street
Asleep in my arms
But tonight it's just me and me, and the thoughts that drown, the
ice in my tea
I feel it evaporating
steam on my brain
I see the darkness lately
ugly is my name
I'm not with me lately
I just hate me
lately
I feel like the prophet
speaking to god
faithfully
carry me like Christopher did for him
I must feel like a ton
or maybe
I'm just overthinking
I've been sleepless lately
just me and noches
lonely
phonefull, dial tone made me wrote this
I whisper to the full inbox
thank you for making us in your image,  you've got a good sense of hubris
but you might have some identity issues
or maybe some wifey issues
like interracial
I won't judge your closet life though
dad, I just  miss you
I feel like you're watching but I don't feel you in your house no more
it's just me and la cucaracha in noches crawling scratching notes
your great I know this
I noticed
because you've given me so much
like a celestial goddess
and a warm cup of tea
days of rest, like your seventh day
but why am I so rest less
sleepless
dreamless
lonely
ugly is my name
but you love ugly
I mean you must
you give me a roof and a broken bed
brothers and the ability to get food
paint on my bones
and thoughts in my head
I'm lost, man
like gummy scummy
oh please just hug me
and tell me, that ugly is the same
and lost isn't last and I'm already halfway
yet ugly is my name