death with a living opinionated subject

death
the one word that
scares people

living
the one word that
scares everyone

life
the one word
that doesnt mean anything

eternity
the one word that
is suppose to replace

but why for what
so we can die
and be reborn

to forget the hurt
the pain of living in hell
you say hell burns hotter
you havent lived in oklahoma
or arizona
you say heaven is bright
and it can take everything away
thats the word

forgetting
the one word
that scares me

pain
the one word
that shows this was real

heartbreak
the one word
that made everything worse

love
the one word that
no one knows

but trying to find

so when this world
crumbles
what will we all do
what words will we use

i cant find the answer
i dont know what to do
i could kill myself
but that would make people sad
and the enemies fucking happy

suicide
the one word that
people use for stupidity

lust
the one word that
replaces love

envy
the one word that
shows just how dumb

people really are
but its not that they are stupid
its when we all die
we wont remember this
this life
the lust
the suffering
the heartbreak
any of it

maybe we will
maybe we will go on
mybe we can walk the earth
see our friends and family
growing moving on without us

but what is the point
of saying
i am going to die
so that i can live

what is the point of people
saying i am going to die soon
so i am going to sky dive
and if thr shoot doesnt open
well i was going to die anyways
what the fuck

i know i am babbling this isnt even a peom
but i wonder
what is poetry
its words
put in a fashion
to make people think we are crazy
im seventeen been writing
since i was nine
they say your style isnt poetry
because its not a haiku
or a lyrical poem
its not a rap
its not....
anything
well thats a lie
its an emotion
a feeling
something that could be touched and be put
into the most elegant words
but this
right here
its originality
and if i die
i would love to say i died
it was from writing
stressing to find the perfect topics

death
the one word that
compares to nothing

but
the one word that
compares to everything