My, A cosmic bind..

I dose into my memories with a good mood.
Yet I rise into a surprise,
finding myself perhaps insightful
or maybe a bit rude, both or else..

These transitions within me are innate.
Astrological conceptions are my representations.

As a Cancer, a moon child.
Like water, my sign, I reflect the phases of the moon.
Which orbits, as I, my spiritual rotation.
A force or energy naturally I channel..
This connection, how? I'm baffled.. - AtR