Darkness

Ya know,
I thought I was gettin better but I was so wrong
Memories hauntin me, thinkin of that bong
Wanna pick it back up, but if I do ill fuck shit up
Just call me lil wyte, break it down get high
All im wanting to do is fly –
That used to be my only way of getting by
I feel stupid as fuck for fiending
On something that needed intervening
Going back to something that left me seizing

Got some dark memories all up in my head
They run through my mind while im layin’ in bed
Night started off as a real gentle stillness,
But left me half dead with a mental illness
I will never give forgiveness
Ever since I saw that crimson
Listen – I was the only motherfuckin’ witness

Life is really simple, but we make it complicated
You just gotta keep yourself motivated      
None but ourselves can free our minds
Nick name is Bob Marley, im more than wise
Writin these rhymes comes naturally
All these lines are done unilaterally
Been through shit in my life
All I wanna do .. is use that knife
I say I’m fine, but its all a fucking lie
Inside I’m falling apart – tongue tie.

I know that I’m probly a hypocrite
Over here soundin like a fuckin idiot!
Tryin to give everyone my best advice
But here I am hardly tryin to survive
It shouldn’t come as a big surprise
I stay plottin’ my own demise