broken

tears are falling down my face
I try so hard to fight
to choke back the emotion
to keep it all inside...

when I feel as though my
heart is bleeding
hemoraging inside

why should I care
why should I greive
that he made her his wife

when all he did was use me
destroy me and tell me lies
but, how can he be in love
when just two months ago

he told me he would fight for me
and then he let me go

now the images play in my head
some demented movie reel
of her dressed all in white
when for years I thought I'de be
his bride

and now my heart is breaking
I try to keep it all inside
but honestly I'm falling
to peices
being torn from the inside

I want to scream
it's illogical I know
It's so unfair to cry
these tears I thought I
let him go...