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January 5th:
I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you. I checked your Facebook a million times but you haven’t posted anything in nearly a week. I wonder if that’s because you’re busy falling in love with someone new, the thought makes me nauseous. I think I need to block you. [Message Erased]
 
January 6th:
I met someone today, she’s pretty incredible. She makes me laugh like you used to but when she kissed me, it made me sad. She didn't feel the same on my lips, I couldn't stop wishing it were you I’d kissed. I’m starting to worry I won’t ever be happy again. [Message Erased]
 
January 7th:
Someone asked me about you while I was grocery shopping today, I tried to smile but my chest caved in. I think the cashier saw my eyes fill with tears as I lied and told her that you were fine, I told her you were at home cooking me dinner. I hate shopping here.  [Message Erased]

January 8th:
I just made pizza rolls using the oven without burning them! I didn't even set off the smoke alarm and if you were here, I know you’d be proud of me. I couldn't eat them all, I guess I’m still used to cooking for two people. I hope you have pizza rolls wherever it is you’re living these days. [Message Erased]
 
January 9th:
Still can’t take your clothes out of the closet, they’re still hanging right where you left them. I’m not ready to box them up just yet, I’m not ready to accept that you’re not coming back. [Message Erased]

January 10th:
I found the super glue you were looking for, it was behind the dresser. If you ever come back home, it’s in the drawer of the console table. I’ll forget so make sure you remember. [Message Erased]

January 11th:
It hurts, it really hurts. I miss you so much. My chest burns and I want so badly to call and beg you to come back home. Please, come back home. [Message Erased]

January 12th:
I had a weak moment and called you, thank you for not picking up the phone even though I broke down when I heard your voicemail. I miss you... baby, I miss you. [Message Erased]
 
January 13th:
I still love you. I would give anything to hold you right now. [Message Erased]

January 15th:
I miss when you’d wake me up at 3:00 am just to walk you to the bathroom. I sleep alone now but sometimes I still leave the bathroom light on for you, sometimes. [Message Erased]
 
January 16th:
Do you ever think about me? [Message Erased]

January 17th:
I almost emailed you, almost told you how much I still loved you, almost begged you to come back to me but thankfully chose not to. It would have crushed me when you didn't reply. I love you more than I’ll ever get the chance to tell you again. I will always want to be with you, that will always be your side of the bed. [Message Erased]

January 18th:
I know about your boyfriend, I’m not going to write about you anymore. [Message Erased]