Wrong womb..

Still searching for the right way to say this,
But here's a start..
My heart feels so fucking broken & I'm beyond torn apart.
I would've never imagined this, not this life, nor the next
How quickly our forever ended,
It just doesn't make sense,
The thought of what you've done to me.. Hanging over like a cloud
It used to be so warm in here.
Now my hearts cold,
It's numb inside,
This pain.. I try to hide.
How did we get here? Why'd you do this to me..
You said it would never hurt
Yet here I am in tears.
She doesn't mean a thing now, but it's much too late,
Because she once had you, and I was forced to wait.
Now you see her true demons,
And look how fast you've run..
But this time baby, I'm much too hurt to be your welcoming sun.
My heart is in shambles
My mind is too..
But somehow i still find peace whenever I'm with you.
My love, I'll always remember the smiles you put on my face,
But this time, you know it's over..
You took my love for granted, and now you see..
That bitch was filthy, she was nothing compared to me.
She may have your baby,
But she lost the fight for your heart,
And though this may be hard on you,
I know you'll do what's best,
Cause this is all just part of
Gods test.
You may feel overwhelmed, it may seem like too much,
But I've watched you grow, you're better now than ever,
And I know you're sorry,
I know you wish it weren't true,
Because deep down you know I would've never stopped loving you,
But I'll continue to pray, I'll give god your burdens,
It won't hurt forever baby
Your pain won't last,
Cause I promise my love,
this too shall pass..