Where IS He?

I look at his picture everyday
waiting for those words I'm longing for him to say
but no he isn't writing
maybe he has forgotten me with all the training and fighting
so what can I do except fall even deeper into his eyes
stuck believing my hearts gentle lies
I just wish he would come back
but if he showed up I fear I'd die from a heart attack
I miss him more then I can bare
but I am here and he is far away over there...
I love him I really do but where is he?
did he run? did he flee?
is he running away from me?
my heart is just simply breaking
and ripe for the taking
but where is he? where is the man who is supposed to love me?
I love him with all my heart
but that heart of mine is breaking apart
I'm dying slowly, so slowly, and he is my only cure
I love him and that's for sure
What else can I do?
but sit and wait for him, not you