Wild & Free

I lay here in the darkness,
How did life get so hard,
When did things change so,
Have i been drawn a joker card,
Maybe its time,
Maybe this is my way,
Iv tried to understand,
But can i survive another day,
Its not as easy as you'd think,
As i drown myself away,
In the sorrow and the saddness,
Please just let me be,
People why cant you see,
Im better off forgotten and alone,
This is the way ill always be.