Beat & Cheat

I can't wait to tear out my eyes out so I cannot see you.
Times are grim and your help is not appreciated.
Pieces of your puzzle fall apart and won't fit together.
I miss the good old days when you loved me well like you always did.

God, why did you put me with this mad man?
I understand your reasons before but now they do not make sense.
Before, when he was a responsible loving person who, when I asked...
He would hug me and lift me up and twirl me around in the way I loved.

These bruises are the only proof I have of your treachery.
When I walked in and found you with that other woman...
Did you know how much that hurt me?
But now I can't find any reason to make the hurt stop.
You've got me curled up in the palm of your hand.
It's never going to stop is it?
I'm merely your mistress now...