Friend or Foe

FRIEND OR FOE?
I’m suppose to believe you
you don’t keep your word
how can I trust you
It’s not funny it’s absurd!
I may take my time
I might be a little slow
My words are always true
They don’t come from down below.
You see I don’t have a problem
Even if the truth is ugly and rude
Then I have no right to have one
I’ll change my fucked up attitude.
You got to understand something
When you’re not honest with me
Nothing will ever come from this
How it is now, is the way it will be.
You told me to stop my plans
You promised to me if she did stay
“She needs to go to mental health
Take her meds and stay off drugs, okay?”
She wasn’t part of our plan
I’m tired of her draining me
Maybe you don’t understand?
Maybe you refuse to ever see?
The day that you can be honest
Is the day that I will finally say
Welcome to our house my friend
You have a permanent place to stay.
So  if you want to continue
Down your ugly road
You will live pad to pad
Like a tadpole turned to toad.
I’m not attracted to bullshit
I feel dirty when we have sex
I deserve an honest man
You can almost say you’re an ex
Now the ball is in your park
Will you stay or will you eventually go?
Your actions will tell me everything
Are you my friend or are you my foe?