Not so innocent

Filled with anger,
To the brim with hate,
Pain is eternal,
But not so great,

Feeling your blood boil,
And skin turning red,
Losing the will to live,
Wishing you were dead,

Wearing a mask,
To hide your emotion,
When inside your dying,
Feeling as rough as the ocean,

Stung with scorn,
Grinding your teeth,
On the surface your fine,
Don't show the pain underneath,

Brain swelling with thoughts,
Hate and disaster,
Can't help this stress,
Thinking a lot faster,

Gaining the strength of 10 men,
Not using it so,
Please step away,
I'm about to blow,

This release of anger,
I don't want to do,
But the only way to release it,
Is when I talk to you,

You cause this suffering,
But you don't see how,
Shortly this talk,
Will turn into a row,

So I'm sorry I'm angry,
This isn't a pun,
But don't act so innocent,
You know what you've done,

Next time prevent this,
By not repeating this again,
Don't mess with my head,
I don't play this game...

By paul murphy