Taboo and the demise of an 11 year old

'let's watch a movie'
thats what he said
'whats it called'
my reply
'Taboo'
his
sounds interesting enough
so in the tape went

i lay on the floor
in cut off shorts
and a tank
wiggling my body
cause i've always
done that

he sits on the couch
in underwear
i think they were white
he clutches the remote
and says
'your in for a treat'

i like treats…

he pushes play
i see a house
in they go
a mother and a son
she was older
of course
he in his teens

i can't wait till i'm in my teens…

she's making some
meal
chatting him away
he's not paying attention
he's looking at her ass

that's odd, i think…

he walks to her
grabs her
from behind
says he loves her so
i look back to him
and notice
his hand is on his
crotch
and there's this
glassy look
in his eyes

i'd Later learn
thats lust

back to 'Taboo'
the mother and son begin to
kiss
my eyes are wide
like a deer caught
in headlights

i turn back
but he's not on the
couch
he's on the floor
inching closer to me
with that glassy look
in his eyes

i'd Soon learn
thats lust

i wiggle more
cause i always do that
specially when
i'm nervous

back to 'Taboo'
the mother and son
are now naked
moaning
why i don't know
i can barely tell
where she begins
and he ends

i feel a hand
touching my leg
ever so slightly
'hehehe'
it tickles

i stop wiggling

i turn back
and see a great big smile
'you see what families do'
i shake my head
he turns me over
looks me in the eyes
with that glassy look

'i'm going to Teach you about love'

he kisses me
like never before
his tongue parting my lips
i giggle
cause it tickles
one hand unbuttons
my shorts
while the other touches
my chest
why i don't know
not much there

'i love you so much,
i want to prove it'

he slides his
hands inside
my underwear

i giggle

he smiles
and starts to rub
i hear 'Taboo'
the mother is screaming
'Fuck me son, show me you love me'

i feel his fingers
they're so rough
and big
i'm not sure what he's
doing
but i stop giggling
and say
'that hurts'
'only for a little'
his reply
'then it'll feel Really good'
i feel something hard
in his underwear
which he's rubbing
against my thigh
faster
and
faster


i feel this wetness
on my thigh
he stops moving
and lays on me
for
awhile

my chest hurts
he's a big man
but i don't complain

he says nothing
gets up
turns the movie off
goes to his room
comes back dressed
he looks at me
for awhile
looks at my shorts
unbuttoned
my tank
a mess
and the wetness
on my thigh

'you want to go get an ice cream'

i like ice cream…

on the drive there
he rubs my thigh
right where the
wetness was

'you know somethings are meant to stay between two people'
'like a secret'
i question
'exactly, it'll be like we have our own club, that's how special you are'

i always wanted to be special…

'ok'

he kisses me on the head
and we walk into the store
i get rainbow on a cone
cause thats what i
always get…