Myself is me so stfu

Forever is what he said
But how can forever
Be short periods of time
The diamonds are crushed
THe blood is dried
I am not allowed to be sad
the world expects this smile
to never die
The world expects..
Everything
But what do I ask for the world...
Kill me
Kill me so I can live a long
life
Forever isnt eternity
I dont give a shit
If you wanna judge me
I wont ever judge anyone
I am a Bitch yes
But I am A mean ass
Thats me
But I couldnt ever
Not like someone
Ok thats not true
I hate Danielle
God I cant
With that
But why do I hate her
Because she isnt cute
She got pregnant
and It seemed like
she was cool
But back to my point
THe point is
I write yes
Do I write for me
No I write for...
I cant even get it out
Is it the truth
No
Am I crazy
Yes
Am I normal
No
Am I unique
Yes
But this life mine
And I want things for myself
others wilol never understand
And for you to judge me
Is making you sound like your perfect
But Sweetheart...
You arent
You arent ever going to be perfect
I am not sorry
I want to die
Because hell
is earth
I bet even hell is better than here
But I never want to find out
Because I dont wanna go down
I wanna Go up