Im Just A Helpless Foe.

This sorrow is causing me endless pain and sorrow,
It will be the same tomorrow and the days to follow,
my hearts broken, each muscle riped left unfixed,
so lafargic I feel sick, my eyes red from sobbing,
over memories lingering, lay on my bed to close my eyes,
imagining you watching me do my makeup, insisting I don't wear it,
The pain is unreal take it away, please for god sake,
When I look in the mirror, all I see is weakness and pain,
No hope for happiness again, sadness in my eyes but my smile could fool a thousand souls, look at my eyes and see a river rushing, crashing , swirling searching for an answer, an answer to a question I do not yet know, confusing I know,
But what do you know, Im just a helpless foe.